I will not be a fucking option.
I will be the one who makes this decision.
I refuse to let you string me along.
Every time I start to be happy you come back and hit me in the face.
I’m not settling.
I’m going for what I want.
I don’t have to date her.
She makes me happy.
But if things happen and the opportunity presents itself, I Will take it.
I’m done being Fucking passive in my life.
I’m making the choices.
And I choose happiness.
I choose the girl I may never have, but will always hold.